Saturday, November 3, 2018

Dear Alcohol


Dear Alcohol,

It's over. I have had enough of your lies and deception. You promise so much yet deliver so little. You act like a Giver when you're nothing but a Taker.

You disgust me. You've used me and taken me for granted for far too long. I will not waste one more precious minute on you.

Oh, I know you will try to make up.  But, that lie has grown as tired as you've made me feel.

It is time to pack your bags and find somewhere else to die. Because, it will not be with me.

You have damaged my health, my relationships, my finances and my confidence. You have not served a useful purpose in years. I don't know why I ever let you stay.

You have robbed me of my memories, my potential and my self esteem. You have hijacked hours of my time and cheapened every experience you were around me.

I know there will be some remorse for me. We did have some good times. But, like other relationships that start off all lustful and exciting, things change. And, the change with you has not been good. The only way to get good change is to change you out of my life.

Don't try getting back with me either. I will fight you tooth and nail. I will remember all the shit you brought into my life, I will remember the way you laughed at me while I was in pain the morning after a night with you. I will watch the video of me dancing like a fucking moron.

Pack your shit and get out!!

It's over.